Fuck fuck fuck fuck...
Great.
Now I'm going to cry.
N Y'know what? I think I just will.
Todays a good day. I'll just go sit on my bed with my dog and cry.
Fuck you, Coldplay.
Fuck you.
I hate the Diabeetus.
I hate how I feel guilty about eating something because I"m hungry..
I hate that my blood sugar went from 109 to 145 in just ten grapes..
I hate that I woke up today dreary and nauseous.. and that when I took my Dog out to potty I barfed up my meds on the porch.
..... I hate that 45 carbs is too much for me to eat right now and that I'M ON MEDS AND INSULIN BUT THEY'RE WRONG.
AUGH.
Fuck this shit. I'm a type one diabetic and I've got 90% Bets cell loss. I swear to god. I need fast-acting insulin on top of the Lantus or WITHOUT IT. I don't care.
I want better control over this shit and I need to see the Dietician... *huff*.
....But for now I'm just gonna go cry on my puppy.
C*~
At least I have a job now.. that I know I can keep with for a few years.
Beecave is such a pretty town.
Wait... its only 132... why do I feel like shit, then?!?!
.....@!##%^$%^%..
Now I'm going to cry.
N Y'know what? I think I just will.
Todays a good day. I'll just go sit on my bed with my dog and cry.
Fuck you, Coldplay.
Fuck you.
I hate the Diabeetus.
I hate how I feel guilty about eating something because I"m hungry..
I hate that my blood sugar went from 109 to 145 in just ten grapes..
I hate that I woke up today dreary and nauseous.. and that when I took my Dog out to potty I barfed up my meds on the porch.
..... I hate that 45 carbs is too much for me to eat right now and that I'M ON MEDS AND INSULIN BUT THEY'RE WRONG.
AUGH.
Fuck this shit. I'm a type one diabetic and I've got 90% Bets cell loss. I swear to god. I need fast-acting insulin on top of the Lantus or WITHOUT IT. I don't care.
I want better control over this shit and I need to see the Dietician... *huff*.
....But for now I'm just gonna go cry on my puppy.
C*~
At least I have a job now.. that I know I can keep with for a few years.
Beecave is such a pretty town.
Wait... its only 132... why do I feel like shit, then?!?!
.....@!##%^$%^%..