KNEE-GRAZING TRUTHS
RECOMMENDED FOOD COMBINATION
Champagne and chicken fried rice work surprisingly amiably together
This was courtesy of Nicky @the American Club the other day
c'est delicious
BEEN LAYING LOW...
I slept all of Thursday, half of Friday
and decided it was time to say "hello" to the Real World again last night
The Real World isn't all that nice
If you're stupid, you'll stumble upon Jerks and Jackasses
and I was being pretty stupid
NOTE TO SELF: while it may be fun to take on a different persona before a stranger, working in the "adult film industry"
is not a good one unless you'd like to be disrespected, mistreated, licked and gotten naked in front of.
Age has nothing to do with manners/maturity
I shan't say more.
Oh
except that: men will not treat a girl right if they don't think the girl deserves to be treated right.
Ah, the horrific lessons we have to learn on a daily basis
[3:48:25 AM] laineeboo: people dont really realise how little it takes
[3:48:50 AM] laineeboo: a few times i thought i might've committed suicide on a certain night, had it not been for some stranger seeing me crying and buying me a coffee with a smile.
[3:49:03 AM] laineeboo: everything is just so complicated and fucked up inside
[3:50:01 AM] laineeboo: and now i sound like a goddamn 18year old sylvia plath with worse articulation and a penchant for complaints infused with cursing. it isn't becomming at all - on anyone.
[3:22:37 AM] laineeboo: but i think i have something inside of me that wants to destroy myself, you know, self destructive. i ruin every good thing that has ever happened to me and make problems for myself, i have fucked up every opportunity or chance i have had to be happy. and i'm afraid because if its inside me, then it wont stop
[3:22:56 AM] laineeboo: and worst of all, im not saying this drunk.
Something else that I like alot is the fact that you will take every ambiguous word I have used and misconstrue it, twist it into a monster that does not remotely resemble Truth's image. I know that, and I could not care less than a man who has neither conscience nor soul because I will say what I want and do what I want, and have it here so that it may exist, so the world may see it, so I can be a little less ashamed. It is less for your pleasure and more so that I may duly look back and hopefully, in time, not recognize myself at all.
hejdå allihopa
eat fruit and be well
