WONDERMENT AND SCORNMENT
Its 1036PM
and I have another Biology paper first thing tomorrow morning
I should probably not be posting right now
the same way I probably should not have:
1. spent a good part of my 9-hour "revision time"
on Saturday having a wonderful time chatting
then making intellectual conversation
with Stephen over quesadillas
2. squandered my Sunday evening/night
on a much needed break from reality watching Constantine
while eating dinner/popcorn with Adam.
3. let myself meet Immy today @Holland Village
for 3-4hours of procrastination/food-engulfing
after a disasterous 2hours of struggling to understand why the fuck 2years worth of Biology knowledge
resulted in failing papers testing 15% of what I'd learnt
Nope, probably should not have at all
And my Biology grade a few months from now may vouch for that.
But in true nature of myself
and with sticking to my belief that I should just do whatever the fuck I want from now on
I can't say I expected anything else.
I would say it was worth it but I fear my future self to look back at this and scorn disdainfully
Keep going, keep going... just 'til Wednesday morning, please
And yet FUCK ALL OF THIS keeps rolling across my mind
Goodnight darlings
Apologies for the necessary profanities
PLEASE REFRAIN FROM COMMENTING ON THE
MORONICALLY INAPPROPRIATE HAPPY DISPOSITION OF THIS POST