AN EXCELLENT CATASTROPHE
Aluu solstrålar
It is a dim, rainy afternoon
The kind that distorts time
the kind that I love
On Sunday night I went shopping with Tiff
despite the undone state of my homework
I did feel as though I tried to compensate for the fact that I haven't handed anything in to Jane in over a month by going to the two Psychology revision sessions she's hosted this week during lunch.
Yesterday after school Rei insisted that I be with him
and the walk down the drive felt interminable with our hostile silence creating a vacuum
devoid of anything hospitable. I was somewhere cold and mindless
Remote and empty, desolate.
Anyway
I feel bad that there was a dramatic change from that complex situation with something so simple as a box
A Gucci box
A Gucci box with the most delicate, beautiful silver bracelet
A Gucci box with the bracelet I had been wanting for a while
And $240 spent so easily, without hesitation.
1. Velvet pouch
2. My beloved bracelet and the new word I learnt today on my hand: "clandestine"
I know it is wrong, thats obvious in itself
But I've always had a problem implementing what I know is the "right" thing to do
the most I usually do is just acknowledge it with a passing nod of nonchalance
It is so difficult for me, especially at a time when I feel nothing else matters except what the future holds
It is tough to justify myself
but I think I have an equal stance against the other side. Although the bracelet is possibly the nicest material thing I've ever recieved
that is only part of the reason why I like it. We often don't take a liking to someone because of the benefits I believe
but rather we become enamoured with the way they treat us
and observantly handle our delicate whims
I must now shower and brace myself for the new set of aligners
Cheerio