Today has been like marble cake batter....
When she told me what he said to her, I was alarmed at how little I felt
Very very little jealousy, very little sadness. I thought I'd feel so upset that I'd be on the verge of puking.
The last one.... I could've let him be everything to me.
Little by little, I withdrew though, thinking it wouldn't work out.
And it didn't, I was lucky I saved myself.
But this one? I give nothing, perhaps that is why I am immune.
Otherwise, today has been pretty great
I managed to finish my TOK essay and write a timed one for Psychology
I went to the hawkers during lunch for bubble tea with Sara, and we talked about those things.
Niki stole Crayola markers for me from the art rooms...
of them!! Ah, I love
Made me so happy.
Went to Orchard after school with Nicky and it was good.
We talked, walked, shared KFC(cheese fries &popcorn chicken, YUM), connected with a really hot guy hahaha
She really gives her friendships alot
and its wonderful to be close to someone who will do that for you.
I also love that she can cut hair well too, I'll get her to cut mine instead of paying to get it done
We got free Darlie toothpaste. Darlie... all it reminds me of is Remy She used
to use Darlie.
I remember seeing the man's face on her tube of it in the bathroom when I was really young.
And the cherry on top: I recieved 3conditional offers
Leeds, Goldsmiths and Royal Holloway!
Offers, finally! Don't know why I was so impatient though, my application was only sent a few weeks back....
Later than most of the others
All I need is 34points and I'm in. What a relief! Really takes the pressure off
I told Tiff, but she wasn't too impressed
even though I was quite literally jumping for joy.
How I wish there was someone I could share my happiness with... but the world is silent right now
Tiff said that she'd jump for joy if I get a complete scholarship to those places...
Quixotic woman, want to work me to the bone
?
I've never properly impressed my parents it would seem
On a separate note
I really do not know about Ray's tomorrow... but Rei really wants me to go.
I guess I'll see if I'm up to it when it comes
But before then... a brazilian.
Whoever said that it hurts less each time is a lying fucker!