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I'm starting to wonder what I should do this year for my birthday. I mean... Mom's broke, I'm broke, I still have no job...
asjklfhb this sucks. >.>
And Mom's trying to be helpful about me looking for work, but she keeps making suggestions about places that would require licensing (Beauty parlor stuff.) and the like. I suppose at this point I don't have the right to be picky, but I dunno.
I still don't even really know what I want to be in life, y'know? I'm pretty sure this is my fault, being stagnant and all that, but I like life as it is now. It's a bit hard, but it's lazy too. I guess I'm not a very good kid, wanting to keep my time all to myself instead of getting a job and earning what I can to keep myself from serious SoL times.
I dunno. I guess I'm really a selfish bint. =/ And lazy. Lazy as all fuck. It would help if I could keep myself motivated for things--I can complete if I have positive reinforcement, I've learned--but it depends more on what other people think of what I do, than how I think. It's stupid to think I need the encouragement of people on-or-offline to keep me going. Or even to get me freaking started.
Bah. I'm lamesauce, nuff said.
akslnjrf headache. XP
asjklfhb this sucks. >.>
And Mom's trying to be helpful about me looking for work, but she keeps making suggestions about places that would require licensing (Beauty parlor stuff.) and the like. I suppose at this point I don't have the right to be picky, but I dunno.
I still don't even really know what I want to be in life, y'know? I'm pretty sure this is my fault, being stagnant and all that, but I like life as it is now. It's a bit hard, but it's lazy too. I guess I'm not a very good kid, wanting to keep my time all to myself instead of getting a job and earning what I can to keep myself from serious SoL times.
I dunno. I guess I'm really a selfish bint. =/ And lazy. Lazy as all fuck. It would help if I could keep myself motivated for things--I can complete if I have positive reinforcement, I've learned--but it depends more on what other people think of what I do, than how I think. It's stupid to think I need the encouragement of people on-or-offline to keep me going. Or even to get me freaking started.
Bah. I'm lamesauce, nuff said.
akslnjrf headache. XP