Jan 01, 2004 23:02
I haven't posted in a few days... I've been in bed... I really did dumb stuff... but I had Regan promise to watch over Quistis until I can not be so freaking tired. Shes an awesome friend... I love her =D
Zell asked me to be his girlfriend... wasn't in person but it meant just as much the way he did it... he's so sweet... I really... care about him. Caring about him makes me forget all these other things... bad things. I didn't think caring about someone could feel like this..... we went to balamb... it was fun... I held his hand... I really love his hands... x_x; .... yeah. he gave me the cutest necklace. it has this charm... with our initials on it... I wont ever take it off. When we were walking the trail back to garden... I dont know... maybe my daring attitude was a little too much... because I just... x_x; ...kissed him... in a way I didn't even know I knew how... ...yeah. I feel weird... like I shouldn't of done it... sorta... but... I want to do it again... like... bad x_x;;;;;
I guess... I wont dispatch after all... anyway.. though if I do... Regan is going with me. Her, Me, and probably Nida... though... he hasn't talked to me at all today... avoided me for some reason =\ ...I hope he isn't like pissed at me for something. I didn't do shit