hey life is confusing

[lain08]

hey to all mah friends out there!!! i am sitting at the comp and driving myself crazy i think i like this guy and i am a chicken when it comes to that sort of thing and so i asked a friend to ask if he maybe liked me so it would be easyer for me to ask if i had a maybe answer befor i asked and she didnt and we dont know how to go about this and i just am going nuts!!!! miss sara mia knows how i feel but i mean (sorry to the men who are reading this but hey just skip down if u men want to ) but i just want someone to love me i mean marie ya know what i mean but my parents didnt realy raise me my sisters did in all my childhood memories i dont have 1 you hear me NOT EVEN 1!!!! and so i want someone who will love me and show it and like actualy be there for me unlike my parents somone who if i am afraid will come and hold me and give me comfort and wipe the tears from my eyes when something goes wrong i just ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!forget this you guys dont wana hear this sorry for that.

any ways guys you can come back in at this point ok so hey i finger feels like some fat dude with a iron butt just sat on it it hurts and i still have to clip the other 1/2 off errr PAIN I HATE THEE!!!
but hey im gunna go so ttygl
night
maceyraye08@hotmail.com/lain08