My heart is dead and its way past beating.

[lain0017]

People should simply..be more blunt about their feelings? Or perhaps...shouldn't have any at all? I havent decided yet which is better. I can say being blunt is very enjoyable, though sometimes leaves my conscience screaming at me...which simply must be ignored at all times on all matters. I reviewed...everyone i've liked or went out with up until today....i'm still not sure...if i feel or felt anything for them...maybe its one of the silly tricks...your mind plays on you? I suppose...i wont push for any relationships...i'll just..chillax...and whatever happens i suppose happens. Angel thinks...i like jo...what a silly girl...i may have interest in her...but no definite liking..its all unstable..i suppose i could walk away from the both of them..and could continue my life just as ordinary as ever...but they seem...ehh..fun? could that be the word i'm looking for? no no...i think entertaining would be more correct...well...maybe.

-If you aren't remembered, then you never existed.-