Apr 26, 2005 22:14
I always keep all the journals that I dont think people will understand hidden...This one, i will make an exception ^.^ enjoy.
Look at all the lonely people.its only 10. at about 10 tomorrow morning things will be complete...off again..how enjoying -_-...being on was nice ,i look forward to it again..in 2 years, but does the worth of my decision overpower my conscience's wanting? is knowing your making a mistake and still doing it ...worse then just making a mistake? do they know ? Sleep deprivation is the key. Faith, can i have that much faith in another? can they have that much in me? this circle of thoughts might continue for a while. people might be happier over this. friends will become friends ...or seem more like friends again ^^. We all get one chance, is it possible...to be given a second..doubtful but faith must prevail...moving on may be walking away...for a while...can the connection be protected or will it slip into nothing? Love might find me but for now i will hide the best i can..until they are ready as well...the best i can..is all i have to offer you. 12 hours till the sidewalk ends. I have the serenity.I've accepted the things i cannot change.I've changed the things i can. and i know what i can and cannot change. and i will continue to live one day at a time and never surrender, never give up.
Did that make sense..good luck
Have faith in me too...i wont give up.
peace~