Jun 30, 2003 02:20
SO, I have been working for the past 5 dayz...graveyards...made some money. STILL dont have rent completely. Fucking stressed out about it. AND I dont have my car payment either. UGH!! What to do? I dont know!!!! *SIGH*
SO I have not submitted a REAL entry in a while, the shower curtain thing, that was just funny. I guess you had to be there. BUT, the love life. Sheldon is NO MORE!! Actually I am burgeoning on hate and contempt for him. I WAS seeing this guy named Gene for a while, he worked for Microsoft, but he started to get weird. THEN this guy, name Nathan...came into my work and asked me out...so I said sure, I was going out with Lindsay anyways that night, so I said, meet me at the Jai Thai on First. SO we get there, the guy kept fucking touching me, in the bar. FIRST OF all...HE didnt ask if that was ok and SECOND of all, I DID NOT say it was okay...and THIRD of all, even if it was, I am soo not down for the public affection thing, unless of course I am high...and then, well Loni being high is just a different story all together...but I WAS NOT HIGH. SO it was NOT OKAY!! BUT touching me? FUCK THAT NOISE...dood I just met you, get your fucking nasty ass grabby hands off of me!!
SO then, I take Lindsay home, well Nathan, didn't drive....*convienient* so I took him home too. And I stop the car to let him out, and he fucking ATTACKED ME!! NOT only did he shove his tongue down my throat, but he fucking bit me too. And then I get him off of me, and said, "well, ahh...that was interesting" He fucking did it again!! I was like, I have to work in the AM, I have to go. He got out of the car and I didn't think that it was possible for front wheel drives to spin out, but I got the fuck outta there. QUICKLY!!
Then he fucking messages me the next day. SO, when you want to go out again? I am like, AH NEVER!!
He had the audacity to ask why. SO I broke it down to him...and, get this...he says, well I kissed you the first time and you smiled and said that was interesting...so I thought that it was ok to do it again. MEN!! Fucking pigs!! Ya know, EVERY woman I have EVER been with has asked me if it was ok to touch me. I think that will be my new thing....if a guy, the first time he goes to kiss me, asks permission FIRST...then I will be TOTALLY in love. I mean really.
Tuesday's are Jai Thai nights and well tomorrow night is Monday, so Cafe Bauhaus it is, tomorrow night. Fucking Seattle guys are for the MOST part are just the best in the world. Bauhaus it is for the evening!!!