"hey, are you lonely?" ~remy zero
Mmmm, I got the GARDEN STATE cd. I loooove this cd. Wow. Every song is good, I'm so happy.
Is it wrong to be totally turned on by music? I mean, WOW. Also, colour. ???? I'm mixing up bright colours or looking at fabrics and it makes me feel so fantastic. Yum, I love bright vibrant colours, or deep, rich ones. Spicy, hot, calm, sexy, silky, coooool. Colour is amazing. Now I'll just listen to my trippy songs and think about how lame that probably sounds haha.
Had a convo. with someone about Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind. I really loved that movie. I think I want to see it again, even though I know where all the confusing loose ends turn up. At first I didn't like the movie since I think I didn't understand what was going on. But then I was like WHOOOOOA. Hah. And it was amazing. And now I can totally relate. I won't spoil anything so I hope everyone (AHEM) has seen it. I don't have any regrets.
Oh! And lastly, I remembered to write down a TOTALLY weird dream. Like Battle Royale (for those who don't know, that's a Japanese bloody film with students stranded on an island in a "game" where they have to kill each other off). I'll spare the gory remembrance if you so choose. So yah, I was in a house, and I had a weapon, I can't remember what. It was like a game though. I remember thinking it was normal, but obviously I was fearful of being killed. Talk about the ultimate paranoia, hiding in bathrooms, creeping outdoors. And all the time there was a terrible feeling, the apprehension of the feeling of death. Someone stabbing me, the feeling of me dying.
Which relates to another dream that JUST made me remember. Running through a mansion, running up the stairs with 2 others I can't remember, but we were trapped. We heard them coming, we hid in a secret room, but our only escape was the huge marble balcony/walkway, but they were coming from that way. Oooh >_<
I don't know if I died in the house, but then we were in a gym, and it was a sort of intramural sport or something. There was a crowd watching, everyone had weapons. It was more like a battle/massacre. Someone asked me "hey Katie, you should do that again! Etc etc" and I was like "nah, I don't really feel like dying." The feeling of what it would be like to die was fresh in my mind. But it was all normal, commonplace, like a game. But the death wasn't really permanent... or at least I don't remember feeling that sense of PERMANENT DEATH WILL FOLLOW. I really hope that's not a comment on my life. Or the world in general. What a horrifically weird dream. *shudder*
I feel lame sitting doing nothing right now. I should be doing work, but I'm in a vegging mood. I wish I had someone to hang out with. I get so lonely sitting around at home with nothing to do. It's like the summer I guess, only without ESA people or Danielle :( Or Ryan. Sheridan people are all so close all the time but I feel alienated for no reason at all. I guess things are just different. Quite a difference from the excitement of last year. Ah, the memories.
Is it wrong to be totally turned on by music? I mean, WOW. Also, colour. ???? I'm mixing up bright colours or looking at fabrics and it makes me feel so fantastic. Yum, I love bright vibrant colours, or deep, rich ones. Spicy, hot, calm, sexy, silky, coooool. Colour is amazing. Now I'll just listen to my trippy songs and think about how lame that probably sounds haha.
Had a convo. with someone about Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind. I really loved that movie. I think I want to see it again, even though I know where all the confusing loose ends turn up. At first I didn't like the movie since I think I didn't understand what was going on. But then I was like WHOOOOOA. Hah. And it was amazing. And now I can totally relate. I won't spoil anything so I hope everyone (AHEM) has seen it. I don't have any regrets.
Oh! And lastly, I remembered to write down a TOTALLY weird dream. Like Battle Royale (for those who don't know, that's a Japanese bloody film with students stranded on an island in a "game" where they have to kill each other off). I'll spare the gory remembrance if you so choose. So yah, I was in a house, and I had a weapon, I can't remember what. It was like a game though. I remember thinking it was normal, but obviously I was fearful of being killed. Talk about the ultimate paranoia, hiding in bathrooms, creeping outdoors. And all the time there was a terrible feeling, the apprehension of the feeling of death. Someone stabbing me, the feeling of me dying.
Which relates to another dream that JUST made me remember. Running through a mansion, running up the stairs with 2 others I can't remember, but we were trapped. We heard them coming, we hid in a secret room, but our only escape was the huge marble balcony/walkway, but they were coming from that way. Oooh >_<
I don't know if I died in the house, but then we were in a gym, and it was a sort of intramural sport or something. There was a crowd watching, everyone had weapons. It was more like a battle/massacre. Someone asked me "hey Katie, you should do that again! Etc etc" and I was like "nah, I don't really feel like dying." The feeling of what it would be like to die was fresh in my mind. But it was all normal, commonplace, like a game. But the death wasn't really permanent... or at least I don't remember feeling that sense of PERMANENT DEATH WILL FOLLOW. I really hope that's not a comment on my life. Or the world in general. What a horrifically weird dream. *shudder*
I feel lame sitting doing nothing right now. I should be doing work, but I'm in a vegging mood. I wish I had someone to hang out with. I get so lonely sitting around at home with nothing to do. It's like the summer I guess, only without ESA people or Danielle :( Or Ryan. Sheridan people are all so close all the time but I feel alienated for no reason at all. I guess things are just different. Quite a difference from the excitement of last year. Ah, the memories.