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was doing ok... not any more... came home friday, started to work on the yard... got yelled at for not saying hello and talking to him... before that, found a list of 14 things i have to do before i can have people over, or go to canada to get my rool bar... thought that was pretty fucked up... so i cleaned the shed, and spent 2 and a half fucking hours weed whacking the yard... they are yet to notice... i was late to go hang out with my friends, so i didn't get to eat dinner... got home... still in the drive way, and i hear my dad screaming at my mom... sometime today, he told me how much me loves my mom and me more than anything else in the world... kinda hard to believe...
many of you guys will tell me you are sorry, or this or that, and its not my fault and i shouldn't feel bad and its not me, its him, or maybe even that you love me (or some verson of love) but that still doesn't matter... most son's value their fathers love over any others...
many of you guys will tell me you are sorry, or this or that, and its not my fault and i shouldn't feel bad and its not me, its him, or maybe even that you love me (or some verson of love) but that still doesn't matter... most son's value their fathers love over any others...