I Kill You!
Uuuurgh goddammit I'd forgotten how art can be so...frustrating! Whenever I tried to draw as a kid I'd erase stuff until the paper was all mussed and smudged and would eventually throw it in the trash. Well doing stuff in the computer has an advantage over mussed paper and smudges but god dammit >_< Why do I have to fail so hard? Lol the only chance I even have at success is because I put a bunch of stuff together (let's say I take an element out of a picture, a feather, for example and join it with another element) and that's how I'm trying to create Castiel's real form. I mean I've been trying this for...hell I dunno. Though I'd paused the project. I can just see the perfect image of him in my head but translating that into something acceptable (by my standards that are always too high) is something completely different. I've given up on the eye part for a while (lol doesn't help I'm trying to make his eyes Cheza-like) and going back to the body. Hell I dont even want to imagine the trouble I'll have with the wings...
And damn rain doesn't stop =/
And damn rain doesn't stop =/