High on it now
Click to viewI'll be back with lots of photos. Our cactus plant bloomed, so it's SPRING! =)
I did lots of guitar yesterday. And it was like playing off the sheet. The thing I can rarely manage (well, the pieces were for children in their 1-3 year of music school, when I got to smth more serious, I got absolutely stuck, and those rhythm things are just killing me)
Seems, I'm going mad again. And I can't decide whether my wretched no-reason-at-all-and-dropping-dead-depressed-as-hell-the-very-next-moment happiness is better than just the no-mood mood I have most of the time. It's like that psychiatric article about flaring up into mad activity and burning down and away very quickly. I don't know when exactly I got drained dry. As early as mid-school years, I suppose. That change of schools did me good minding my career and my English, but it did me wrong for I freaked out, practically silently, mostly inwardly and it looks like I closed up what little there had ever been in me to close up. So I can't get to it myself. And I'm not really sure I want to))))
Psychiatric part over, I'm off to watch Highlander (do my exercises, like it helps and like it gets me fitter, haha, minus a kilo in like a day, I just had way too little to eat yesterday, so no wonder) and get done with photos.