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First off i finally fix my computer and got the internet back \/\/007!!!!!!! but alot has happened. The major thing that happened was i talked with Heidi. we have not really spoke in 2 or 3 months or so. And i ask for her forgiveness for all the things I have done to her, which is alot of things. She for gave me.and before I even talked to her i knew i couldn't be around her for a long time and her me. We talked about that then finally i told her i loved her and she me.and all the years of all the bad feeling and hate ,and some good things too, were washed away all but my love for her. even that was transformed into something different now. and at least i told her so we an live happier apart now, well at least for me.