Jul 24, 2008 23:25
she did it again. It''s only been two weeks since we had the fight about going to a guy's house, and she fucking didn't learn anything. She's lucky that I didn't tell my dad. I mean seriously what is she thinking? Ok, yeah it's his b-day tomorrow, so what, it's called the phone even if he lives right across the parking lot. Or even tomorrow, they could have come out. Lik eI fucking care what they're doing, I mean that's their business so I don't really care whatever they do just as long as I'm not responsible for her. But it's like 11:30 right now and she's outside when I already compromised in letting her bring him inside. Just as long as he leaves by 1. I already compromised. I gave in already. Seriously. I don't like acting like I am her mom, but right now, I have to be since both my parents are gone right now so I'm responsible if something ever happens. I don't do it with Monique cuz I know that she knows her limits. She's smart so I don't have to worry as much. I can trust her. But with Bambi, I'm not pretty sure. Especially now that she had her 1 month freedom from home, she thinks she can do anything. She really doesn't know her limits. She's really lucky that I didn't tell my dad. I'm gonna tell my mom to talk to her cuz I seriously can't deal with it anymore. She has no respect for me. She doesn't listen. She always just blows me off. I know that I'm inexperienced in the whole being an older sister that she can look up to and respect, and I'm okay with that because we have different ideals so we can't really talk about a lot of things with each other, but still she should still have some respect for me and listen. I mean I won't tell my dad about this guy but there has to be rules to it because I at least need to know. Am I being unreasonable?