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today i poked emma in the head and she shouted at me i then decided her umbrella was the best bowl and that i was going to fill it with coco pops and milk and eat it all.Just imagine it...walking down the street with an umbrella as a bowl munching on ur fav breakfast,weird huh?It's really silly that I'm upset about the whole Blink thing cos lets face it,they're just a band but its like made me think about the old days,ahh the teen angst when i was trying to act mature and blocking out all my random urges,now I don't.I only block out my anger (still working on that).These past few days have been really annoying,in classes teachers keep asking why we're at college,what we want and all.And it's like I know what I want but I'm ashamed of it,and people jsut ignore me when I say it.Ive got three reasons to be at college:
1)Its free and gets my parents offa my back (basically Im putting off work and growing up)
2)I want to teach kids sociology!woo
3)I want to be able to help my kids with their homework cos I really wish my parents could have
I don't really want to go to university either,to be honest I don't have enough drive,motivation or passion for uni.I jsut couldn't do it.I'm having doubts about Alevels,English in particular..at the moment I'm doubting my ability,I've never been one to make the effort.i dont like all these choices,I miss being told what I was going to do and being able to realise what i liked and what i didnt.I just thought that people who seem a lot stupider than me are going to uni this year..hmm.
1)Its free and gets my parents offa my back (basically Im putting off work and growing up)
2)I want to teach kids sociology!woo
3)I want to be able to help my kids with their homework cos I really wish my parents could have
I don't really want to go to university either,to be honest I don't have enough drive,motivation or passion for uni.I jsut couldn't do it.I'm having doubts about Alevels,English in particular..at the moment I'm doubting my ability,I've never been one to make the effort.i dont like all these choices,I miss being told what I was going to do and being able to realise what i liked and what i didnt.I just thought that people who seem a lot stupider than me are going to uni this year..hmm.