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conversation (her shouting) with the mother:
I go into kitchen to put a bowl I used like 5 hours earlier in the dishwasher and decided I'd like a bit of crusty bread and butter,so I get the loaf out..enters mum
"Why are you eating?You only just had dinner (its 7.50 and dinner was at 6)"
She see's bowl
"What have you just eaten?!"
"Its my bowl from earlier when I had some biscuits"
I put bread back as I dont want her to moan anymore..
"Don't put it back,if you want some have some.I bought it for your lunch if you remember rightly."
"But you said.."
I walk off to go back to my room as I think giving up will save me...
"Dont ignore me.Don't walk around with the huff just because you didn't sleep properly.You shoudlnt stay up late.I bought that bread for you to have for lunch but you went to sleep remember?Eat it or it'll go out of date"
I stare at her...there is no right or wrong to say or do here,anything may anger the beast.
"Fucksake,just go away"
She shuts door on me.
"Jesus christ,whats wrong with you?Your crazy"
After I say this mumbles come from room and Dad has made a sighing noise and slapped the sofa arm.
My mother or 'The Beast' as I shall now refer to her is completely fucking insane,there is nothing I can do right with her.I'm not accepting any bullshit about her hormones anymore because she's had the excuse for the past like 6 years,and hello,I think it's over now, congrates on making your family like totally MIS-SER-RABLE!Oh to have my own personal space!My only dream is that I could have a lock on my bed room door,I don't even wanna do something 'naughty' I just want to be able to shut people out for like 30 minutes or so,but no my parents just walk in anytime..but me sitting in the front room to watch tv is encrotching (sp) on 'their time'.ARGH this teen angst is so shit.
I didn't even finish my English lit essay,I'm too tired to concerntrate and have no idea what to write anyway but at least I tried right?Didn't finish sociology coursework either and wanted her to help me yesterday but she weren't fucking in!What the hell do they pay her for...
I go into kitchen to put a bowl I used like 5 hours earlier in the dishwasher and decided I'd like a bit of crusty bread and butter,so I get the loaf out..enters mum
"Why are you eating?You only just had dinner (its 7.50 and dinner was at 6)"
She see's bowl
"What have you just eaten?!"
"Its my bowl from earlier when I had some biscuits"
I put bread back as I dont want her to moan anymore..
"Don't put it back,if you want some have some.I bought it for your lunch if you remember rightly."
"But you said.."
I walk off to go back to my room as I think giving up will save me...
"Dont ignore me.Don't walk around with the huff just because you didn't sleep properly.You shoudlnt stay up late.I bought that bread for you to have for lunch but you went to sleep remember?Eat it or it'll go out of date"
I stare at her...there is no right or wrong to say or do here,anything may anger the beast.
"Fucksake,just go away"
She shuts door on me.
"Jesus christ,whats wrong with you?Your crazy"
After I say this mumbles come from room and Dad has made a sighing noise and slapped the sofa arm.
My mother or 'The Beast' as I shall now refer to her is completely fucking insane,there is nothing I can do right with her.I'm not accepting any bullshit about her hormones anymore because she's had the excuse for the past like 6 years,and hello,I think it's over now, congrates on making your family like totally MIS-SER-RABLE!Oh to have my own personal space!My only dream is that I could have a lock on my bed room door,I don't even wanna do something 'naughty' I just want to be able to shut people out for like 30 minutes or so,but no my parents just walk in anytime..but me sitting in the front room to watch tv is encrotching (sp) on 'their time'.ARGH this teen angst is so shit.
I didn't even finish my English lit essay,I'm too tired to concerntrate and have no idea what to write anyway but at least I tried right?Didn't finish sociology coursework either and wanted her to help me yesterday but she weren't fucking in!What the hell do they pay her for...