"There is always hope" - Aragorn (LOTR)
well Angie and Mama Bird will be proud of me! I know Karen and Michael are! I was given a goal/confrontation to meet by wednesday and it has already been executed! I forced myself to tell the people needed who I truly felt. I still have one more person to talk to, but I think my actions have been pretty self explanatory. It feels great to have this done. I didn't realize how much these people were hurting me and bringing me down. I have so many people who care about me and that are there for me through thick and thin. I think I even found someone that may become a really good friend tonight, thanks to Miss Karen and her feelings!!
I can finally move on with my life. For once, I am going to take the advice many people have given me over the years. I am actually going to start thinking of myself and what I need to live. Through my entire life i have put other people and even events before myself. I took on other peoples problems. I helped them through the hardships, but I rejected their help for me. Now I see that I need to start letting other people help me when I need it. I know that I have friends who will push and push me to force myself to let them help me. They know me so well. They can tell when I need help... when I try my best to conceal it. Now they can see past so many of the masks I put up.
Thanks Karen........... and Michael. Would not have been able to go through what I did tonight if it wasn't for your support.
Im happy! and that means a lot to someone who has been weighted down with years of burdens.
I can finally move on with my life. For once, I am going to take the advice many people have given me over the years. I am actually going to start thinking of myself and what I need to live. Through my entire life i have put other people and even events before myself. I took on other peoples problems. I helped them through the hardships, but I rejected their help for me. Now I see that I need to start letting other people help me when I need it. I know that I have friends who will push and push me to force myself to let them help me. They know me so well. They can tell when I need help... when I try my best to conceal it. Now they can see past so many of the masks I put up.
Thanks Karen........... and Michael. Would not have been able to go through what I did tonight if it wasn't for your support.
Im happy! and that means a lot to someone who has been weighted down with years of burdens.