in the end it doesn't even matter
Dear Lahela,
Okay now this is it! Some bullshit little e mail is
supposed to make up for your blatent uncaring about (You spelled it wrong, its "blatant")what I am going through in my life right now.
No, chain letters are not supposed to do that at all. Never intended to make up for anything. My lack in life experiences (death of loved ones) compared to you is paltry indeed. I don't know what you're going through and I can't identify with it. I don't love as much as you.
Look
"Miss Lahela" I have stuck by you (through) thick and
thin, I have been understanding even when you have
been at your most ugly, but the LAST thing I need is
your two faced sympathy.
Have you stuck by me thick and thin? Is that a true sentence? Are you ever involved with any of my family affairs? Have you ever came by to any of my family invitations? Have your slept over my house as much as I slept over yours?
Sympathy? I don't think you wanted my sympathy when you found out I was gonna be on Oahu the day of the funeral.
Save it, Lord knows you're
gonna need it when the world looks at you and sees
the person you really are, a self centered and
selfish little ingrade.
I don't think ingrade was in the horoscope. You couldn't do this little message without calling me names, huh? I pissed you off that much it seems. Whatever. Don't fucking prophesize to me, you fucking wanna be oracle.
I know I'm not perfect, but
at least I don't pretend to be.
Insinuating that I pretend to be perfect? maybe I strive to be, which is better than being a drug-induced junkie looking for her next hit .
I don't need the
scraps of time you have to pet me on the head for
comfort. I am truely sorry that our once
unshakeable friendship has been reduced to a petty
slinging of words, it's a real shame.
Comfort? Is that what you wanted from this friendship? Comfort? Companionship? Yeah, right. You needed me to feel good about yourself and you know it.
Finally, I would like to ask that you return the
favor of two hundred dollars that was given to you
last year. I thought I was helping a friend, but
all I was doing was paying some one to care.
Services not rendered.
That's your big gripe isnt it, that I just don't care enough. What do you expect when we are not equal, when I'm a selfish and self-centered ingrate, when I have parents, when my heart is not made out of gold like yours.
> Forget about me, it's for the best
Well, "Miss Leslee" if you want to end a 15 year friendship through email so be it. Good luck with the needy people you own as friends. Don't cry for me cause I won't cry for you. Go ahead, move on with your life. You don't need to hang on to an unacceptable human for a friend.
Don't reply. This is the fucking end. You are not going to be my maid of honor. I am never going on vacation with you. I'll never make another CD for you. And I will never talk to you or about you again and if you have any respect for me you're not gonna trash talk about me to any one else either.
Okay now this is it! Some bullshit little e mail is
supposed to make up for your blatent uncaring about (You spelled it wrong, its "blatant")what I am going through in my life right now.
No, chain letters are not supposed to do that at all. Never intended to make up for anything. My lack in life experiences (death of loved ones) compared to you is paltry indeed. I don't know what you're going through and I can't identify with it. I don't love as much as you.
Look
"Miss Lahela" I have stuck by you (through) thick and
thin, I have been understanding even when you have
been at your most ugly, but the LAST thing I need is
your two faced sympathy.
Have you stuck by me thick and thin? Is that a true sentence? Are you ever involved with any of my family affairs? Have you ever came by to any of my family invitations? Have your slept over my house as much as I slept over yours?
Sympathy? I don't think you wanted my sympathy when you found out I was gonna be on Oahu the day of the funeral.
Save it, Lord knows you're
gonna need it when the world looks at you and sees
the person you really are, a self centered and
selfish little ingrade.
I don't think ingrade was in the horoscope. You couldn't do this little message without calling me names, huh? I pissed you off that much it seems. Whatever. Don't fucking prophesize to me, you fucking wanna be oracle.
I know I'm not perfect, but
at least I don't pretend to be.
Insinuating that I pretend to be perfect? maybe I strive to be, which is better than being a drug-induced junkie looking for her next hit .
I don't need the
scraps of time you have to pet me on the head for
comfort. I am truely sorry that our once
unshakeable friendship has been reduced to a petty
slinging of words, it's a real shame.
Comfort? Is that what you wanted from this friendship? Comfort? Companionship? Yeah, right. You needed me to feel good about yourself and you know it.
Finally, I would like to ask that you return the
favor of two hundred dollars that was given to you
last year. I thought I was helping a friend, but
all I was doing was paying some one to care.
Services not rendered.
That's your big gripe isnt it, that I just don't care enough. What do you expect when we are not equal, when I'm a selfish and self-centered ingrate, when I have parents, when my heart is not made out of gold like yours.
> Forget about me, it's for the best
Well, "Miss Leslee" if you want to end a 15 year friendship through email so be it. Good luck with the needy people you own as friends. Don't cry for me cause I won't cry for you. Go ahead, move on with your life. You don't need to hang on to an unacceptable human for a friend.
Don't reply. This is the fucking end. You are not going to be my maid of honor. I am never going on vacation with you. I'll never make another CD for you. And I will never talk to you or about you again and if you have any respect for me you're not gonna trash talk about me to any one else either.