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a whole lot has changed. and nothing at all has changed. a lot like last year i dont know where ill be at school next year. also i never update this, in fact i might never again, o well. three weeks at upg and then im on to bigger... ha and better things. i in fact have no clue what im doing next year. upg is not fun, made next to no friends, which is not completely fair to say sine i didnt try to make any friends. my plans are to make friends where ever i end up next year. just floating along, hopefully ill settle down sometime at a school, but it dosent matter to me at all. all i want to do is get out of school and start my life, which completely involves abby, the only sure thing and greatest thing i got going for me. but i wont go off on a tangent about how much i love her, that can be saved for later, or never via livejournal. im surprised live journal even still exists given the popularity of myspace. the one good thing about upg is i do enjoy my classes in general. work is never easy, but there are some fun parts of it. i like seeing abby all the time and its fun to rush around. i enjoy having more stuff to do then time to do it and being able to have things done on time anyway. makes college life more intresting. my room by myself is nice, but depressing as hell. im very confused as to what i should be doing, but college is just one part getting to the next. ive had fun and meet many new people even though i havent made any friends that would compair to my highschool or other friends from home. i still see anna justin mike and brent for the most part. i think ive lost touch with friends from home but i hope that over the summer i can build on thoes relationships. ill be working hopefully as an intern but ill work all summer, which is three weeks or so away. my parents are more understanding now and will allow me all the freedoms of college, at least i hope. my relationship with abby is going great and i really think and feel shes the one for me. this happened a while ago but its worth repeating a million times over even on livejournal. this entry or whatever its called has no order to it person(s) reading this. not that it matters. shit i got an 88 on my last history paper thats ten points lower than any previous history paper, i need abby to proof read all my papers, hopefully she wont mind. im excited for summer and college next year. i dont have any parties to report, overall in college ive partied a number of time, which is significantly less than highschool and read/studied more than highschool. not surprising i miss the fun and it depresses me, but at the same time it dosent bother me. i dont smoke anymore but for fear of flunking out of my job which i just learned isnt a real fear turns out they dont test. o well partying has lost some of its luster after geting busted and kicked out of my housing after drinking next to nothing. im still bitter about that and it caused me not to even try to make friends, but i wouldnt of really anyway. i hate upg for other reasons. location, population, automosphere. i dont want to bitch about this school to much so ill stop. anyway my life is going well for now. grades are good except math and sci but they can go up. schools almost out. abby still loves me more than ever. parents and friends from home still like me and eveything is good with them. summer is on its way. the bad of right now would be not knowing where ill be next year. not knowing where abby will be and if i should follow her which i really want to. abbys paretns absolutely hate me now. not having a good time at upg. so overall life is good. i can fix most of the bad and emphisis the good. i guess thats life, its all how you look at it, it dosent matter whats going on its how you handel the situation and how you handle yourself. the most important thing in my life is abby so thats what i focus on and thats what makes me happy. pretty simple version of my life, but what do you expect from some stupid web journal that means absolutely nothing, a relic of my highschool past, which wasnt even up to date while it was relevant. haha shit i need to sleep. to anyone who read there might be more but dont count on it. nice of you to stop by and read up on my personal thoughts and leave a message if you like. night night.