i dont mind spending everyday out on your corner in the pouring rain;
hmm. well today was alright. woke up and was wayyyy tired. ughhh. 1st hour was wayy boring. 2nd hour, melanie and i talked farmer out of giving us the test because he was gone on friday and we were like uhmm the whole class has no idea what to do and you were gone the day before the test..and hes like..ok fine. haha. we're good fo sho. lunch was basically like normal except i didnt hang out with torre as much, more with keith and melanie and carolyn. 3rd hour i had to take another test and luckily i actually studied and only didnt know like 4 words outa like 50. yeah. good thing im kinda smart these days...blahhh. haha. phyiscs...i dont even remember doing anything cause i was trying not to sleep..i just remember something about waves and this and that and yeah thats it. lol. torre and i have to come up with a project and do it this weekend because the other times we can get together and do this, we are just busy and yeah. erghhh. im getting sooo stressed out and i have so much going on and blahhhhh. keep having little, random breakdowns. i just need to get to summer and then ill be ok. but the rest of the school year is gonna pretty much suckkk ergh. whateverrrr i guess...spanish it was out last day of todo espanol. and of course...the last day..and he actually started marking me down for talking english.ha. i just started going on and on and he looked at me and im like uhmmm lo siento! and hes like.. ingles? im like NO NO NO INGLES. haha whoops. and hes like well you guys have basically all good days except for today. lol. shitt we have a test tomorrow. lol. anyways.....haha...econ was super easy again. only a couple more weeks and then rangers back :D :D yayyyyy. im so excited. well after school came home and chilled. did hw. ryan spent the night so i hung out with them a little bit. and matt got braces and me and ryan were making fun of him and then my mom got home and just started like burning him sooo bad hahhaa. ohh man good times today. and when i was outside to get the mail, heidi came over and told me she would bring me an application and get it to me on sunday. finally a job i want..and will prolly get...and they taught brian how to ride a bike without training wheels and he was soo cute. i was remember wen i learned that..man that was forever ago. lol. well went to tom's and came back home. went for a run. took a shower. and now im off to bed. peacee.
Chances are I'll never get a moment like this again. So here's everything I wanted to tell you. No one has ever gotten me like you. I've never found anyone who makes me laugh like you. You're the one person who I can honestly see myself happy with. The definition of love to me is you.
I was born to tell you I love you
isn't that a song already
I get a B in originality
and it's true I cant go on without you
your smile makes me see clearer
if you could only see in the mirror what I see
Apply the suntan lotion,
put on those big glamorous shades,
& prepare for the hottest summer of your life
Somewhere, someone's finding happiness while I'm still here, so hung up on you. Nothing is real & I want you to know that I'm not all right & when you tear open my chest, I'll try not to flinch, but I won't make any promises. Yeah, you taught me that. The hardest things to say are the words that mean the most.
Never say "I wish I was dead"
because if it came true.
You’d make someone else
say the same thing