open mouth, insert foot.

[laguerrecontre]

fuck it - i'm going to go about rearranging my life because someone who wants
nothing to do with me somehow manages to peer into my life and gets a glimpse
of something he doesn't like.

cold coffee fix.
driving over the lines, in between,
in the middle.
what's this 'forgetting' business
that's twirling around my head?

it's a lot easier to say you'll do,
then actually pulling through with.

it's always been the case, always
with me. always ME trying to forget,
while i'm already long forgotten.
i'm a mere foot note in your life,
right?
just some fucking pal, you can call
up at 3 in the morning and ask what
she's doing, as if her incurable
case of insomnia was any of your
business. did he even know that at
night i often lie wide awake?
no crocodile tears. no anything.
just vanquishing any distinguishable
trait of yours that is even remotely
appealing.
damn..