Feb 10, 2006 20:53
ok fine
maybe i do wanna spill my guts out for a little....so fuck me! lol
so here i am right? all naive and such.
minding my own busy-ness, when BAM! he shows up from out of nowhere and turns my world up side down and inside out. i mean really, hes different from all the rest, and right now, im realy liking this difference.
i cant help falling for this guy. i really dont know what it is. hes....hes....forget it, im not gonna explain it to any of you, i would like to keep it to myself for once. but i was happy. i was really insanely happy. i was happy beyond belief! i mean its crazy the way he makes me feel. but whatever, what could that really matter now? call fate? no no dear friends, call it getting in the way.
im still contemplating who got in the way of who. (this is starting to sound a lot like what has happened before huh?) lol....these kind of predicaments just fall on my lap im telling you. i dont go out looking for trouble. i honestly didnt think that my friend had dated this and still had feelings for him. what a bitch. life is a bitch im telling you. but anyway ill talk about in a few paragraphs k? so anyway, she tells me everything in this happy cheery "i couldnt care lesS" voice. that REALLY ticked me off. she tells me how she likes this guy (who i happen to like very much) and how she fucked up with him and wants him. umm hello....give another a chance here....im sorry but he must have on crack when he dated her...she really isnt that pretty to look at...and hes FUCKING HOTT!