how can someone be so lonely? i guess that im the only one...

Dec 11, 2005 16:10

wow....

havent seen this screen in a while....
i think that there is alot to say but i dont wanna say it. im a little tired. i dont feel like typing a bunch of crap but i feel i need to just to fuel your nosey habits. because lets admit it, thats why we update! i keep thinking these wierd things about certain people.....this person isnt a friend or anything, so those of you getting angry, feel free to relax because its not about you. i still feel wierd being at my house, but what can i say, its not like i should expect things to get any better. a lot of things have been going on in my head...but i dont think any of you will be finding out about it....only cuz it feels good to keep things from you. nothing important, nothing you need to know. im so tired. theres a lot of random things going thru my head right now. a lot of wierd things actually. hmmmm. so what else am i gonna tell all of you? well this morning my brother did something that made me think. (he always does that) he told me he was jealous of the kids that are better in karate than him. and i sleepily told him that it just takes practice. and to that he replied, "thalia? whats the point of being jealous?".....and i just asked myself the same question....by the way, i still dont have answer for that....but i saw a cool movie.
i saw one flew over the cukoos nest.....AWESOME! and my grandma is leaving to cuba for i think 15 days. and that is just rubbing me the wrong way. i dont want her to leave especially with how things are with my mom. my grandma has always been my safety net you know? i feel so vulnerable without her. i guess im just gonna have to tough it out like a big girl

*cough cough*
*choke*
*die*

nobody says it like Waltham yO!

Driving by the window where you work
Is when I should have let you know
Instead of only saying “hello”

And waiting for your phone call meant the world to me
But now it’s over and I’m through
With all this runnin’ after you
Cuz’ I know you found the one you want
And I will never do

’ So I don’t wanna say I’m sorry
Cuz that would mean I’m movin’ on
I’d rather keep the story goin’
So maybe it will come undone

I bet if I were cool you’d take me on
That’s what I’m trying not to see
But see that’s taking way too long
And sittin’ in your driveways Sunday afternoon
Is when I should have let you know
If we could only be alone.
But I know you found the one you want
So I will never do, I wish I knew… Oohhh yeaaah

So I don’t wanna say I’m sorry
Cuz that would mean I’m movin’ on
I’d rather keep the story goin’
So maybe it will come undone
And I don’t wanna say forever
Cuz that would take out all the fun
So how can someone be so lonely
I guess that I’m the only one

I’m losin’ out
I’m losin’ out
On the way you lookead at me
I’m losin’ out
I never wanted it any other way
I’m losin’ out
And all the things you said to me
I’m losin’ out
You’re the one that I’ve been dreamin’ of…

Driving by the window where you work
Is when I should have let you know
Instead of saying “hello”

you know what makes me happy? finding out about a cool band.......

i love Hanoi Rocks!!!!!!
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