May 19, 2008 03:19
It seems like it's been a long time since I went through and read my friends entries, so I did that tonight for a bit. Catching up on bits and pieces of my friends lives, trying to live in that moment and remember what they were like, or how they might've reacted in the situations they write about, hoping for a fleeting chance there would be that connection where we would be able to relate again. It doesn't really work though. I miss a lot of people, real real bad, but I've also met a bunch of really freakin awesome people who are a lot like me, though I don't know if that's a good thing.
Ben called a few days ago, an I've seen Josh on WoW, a ghost came to my house but I'm scared to see him because everyone says he's gone dark... I can't imagine my sugarbear ...dark. I really miss asheville, mostly because of my melonfriend, but also because it's so peaceful and in charlotte i cannot find that peaceful place.
I finally have gotten a new phone, if you'd like my number please tell me, I hate getting out of contact with people and imagine others feel the same way.
It's late, I cannot sleep, I want to be in that other room where I feel safe and secure.
There's been a lot of scares lately.