puzzle pieces

Oct 23, 2006 20:08

he says he forgives me but everytime he talks to about something that he needs to just trust me about i can hear the distrust and the sound of "is this like last time". I hate not being trusted especially by him. I hate not being home so that i can try to make things better. 3 hours away is too far away to fix things to make him trust me again. There is too much going wrong.

Im not sure at all what im doing with my life right now. im liking my life right now. i like myself. i changed over the past few months I'm not sure where the old me went for the time being Im content with that because I like myself right now. I just dont really know alot about myself

If i dont know alot about myself how can he and how can he fit into a life that I'm not even sure of. Im having alot of doubts and Im not one to post every thought and doubt i have on here and i never post about my relationship and the descisions i make in it. but for once i need help. I want advise from everyone and anyone who is willing to give it.

When i said i hate what i become i lied i hated who i was
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