Stress free.
The one guy i wanted most in my life has gone away. He thinks im no good and "obsessed" in him, i mean get a life dustin. I could really careless about you as of now. Yes i still want to know you're alive but other than that i could live my whole life not seeing you ever again. And i hope you understand, once you have made your chioce im gone, theres no comming back to a guy that hurt me more than 3 times. I gave you chances, chioces but you stuck with it, not teling me how you really felt until kyle told me. You like courtney and its not the first time you have had another girl in this relationship, but you know its okay, I will move on and living my life knowing that i loved you and that you meaned the world to me but now you're nothing but a memory thats fading day by day. You're voice in my head always saying how i should have known what you could do to my heart that longs for the repare it needs but in no time i will be as good and new and on with my life. I hope you have a good long life and never forget the day i said i love you because you will never have a girl that could handle that much in your lifetime like i did. Just remember that.