life is still so great. i did get fired yesterday. i was late so veeery often that i got written up for a suspension warning, late three more times, and then thus lastly overslept my way to joblessness. i figured out just recently that i made over 700 dollars in five days (with later deductions) and i have about five hundred dollars in set aside checks so at least there are no worries. i'm am extremely joyous that i'm no longer 12-14 hour days/ 6 d's-a-w. and i love that my boyfriend is so popular (i guess i could use that) that i'll have a job by the end of the week.
i'm really excited about my guys new band. the talent in these guys are just amazing!!!; as it should be since they all come from early day muscians birthed by older day muscians. the music, itself, is hard for me to word other than just BRILIANT GENIUS BLOOD REACHING POWER, which is ironic since i am making the flyers (and other things). so i'd listen to the demos, the rehearsals/recordings, and relax on the couch with my boyfriend strummin his bass, but the first time i saw that magnetic performance (and they do give a greeeat stage performance) i felt the jaw dropping awe that i had so long heard about. i have and will never miss a show. i like to brag in my nauchalant casual way about james bc he is soooo fucking talented and so humble about it. not that i need to because most floridians, especially on the beach where we live, already look up to him. but whatever i can do to get more than their faithful fans comin i will do. and without naming the list of his geniusness i would like to brag that he co-writes the music and lyrics. he's played with many many famous bands (or opened up for most of them). he's done the festivals and traveled the states, and ha! - sold hooty blowsfish some e for their show. but, by far, the best part of all of this is that this adorable, caring, everything i've wanted sexy man comes home to my arms every night. my bed. my head. my ps2 and our babies of games.
the film making thing is still being worked on. i don't want to talk about it here, but if anyone is listening it's progressing!, it's fun and i have a lot of help when needed.
i'm working on myself. that is a filled binder but i'm begginning to take care of myself, figure out a lot of things, and grow in the ways i want and need. i have love. the best love. i have friends. i have a car, and a liscence to drive, heh, next week. i have freedom. i have adventuresss. i have an open world and each day of this life is so spectacular!!
lookin up concert dates and found some old pics of my boyfie: