Dec 06, 2009 20:49
I have no idea what's going on with Paige. She came over one night to hang out, and since then I haven't spoken to her at all. I just saw that she leaves comments on Heidi's facebook thing, but apparently she doesn't have a page on there? Wtf? That is just strange.
I keep sending her messages every once in a while just to see if she will respond. Honestly, I have no idea what her problem is. Yeah, life can be shitty, but you don't need to drop off the face of the earth every other month. Is it really worth it to try and maintain a strangled, alienated friendship with a person that I always have something to talk about with, but that I know very little about, in general?
It's like Mr. Big said in that episode of Sex and the City, when he is talking about the crazy supermodel that he was in love with, "She can reach me, but I can never get her."
Frankly, I don't have time to be pining over someone that I'm not even going to fuck, so I think it's time to move on.
waah waah