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I'm just so frustrated right now. It seems like I can't do anything right. I hate where I am right now--physically, mentally, spiritually. I feel like I don't have very many friends anymore. Apparently I'm like the worst friend ever. That's what my old "best friends" tell me anyway. Well they don't have to tell me. They all just decided to stop talking to me one day. And my new friends at school aren't so great either. I'm tired of constantly giving myself to people and feeling like it still isn't good enough. I try to tell people how much I care about them, but I guess they don't believe me or maybe they just don't feel the same way.
I can't believe I'm writing this entry right now. I had such an amazing weekend with some of my favorite girls in the world. They made me feel pretty darn special. But I don't get to see them very often and I certainly don't have any friends here who make me feel as special as they do. Gosh, I need to stop this whining; I'm starting to get on my own nerves...
I can't believe I'm writing this entry right now. I had such an amazing weekend with some of my favorite girls in the world. They made me feel pretty darn special. But I don't get to see them very often and I certainly don't have any friends here who make me feel as special as they do. Gosh, I need to stop this whining; I'm starting to get on my own nerves...