me.
i knew it was happening. but somehow it hurts a lot more now that its official.
this weekend ive realized that there are some things and some people that will always make you happy, no matter what. and they made me very happy the past couple of days. everythings changing, but its still a good kind of change. its home.
but at school things have been changing and i thought it was a good change. i was being more open. im becoming more "me". finally starting to figure out who i am and what i want. and then theres a shift in the wind and everything gets blown and scattered about. you find someone who understands you, and then they choose someone else.
i guess what im trying to say is that mixtures of home and school just dont work. everythings different. people cant replace other people, no matter how hard i work at it.
sometimes i need to let things happen, and sometimes i need to fight for them. i just havent figured out when to do which.
will i ever?
in time.
this weekend ive realized that there are some things and some people that will always make you happy, no matter what. and they made me very happy the past couple of days. everythings changing, but its still a good kind of change. its home.
but at school things have been changing and i thought it was a good change. i was being more open. im becoming more "me". finally starting to figure out who i am and what i want. and then theres a shift in the wind and everything gets blown and scattered about. you find someone who understands you, and then they choose someone else.
i guess what im trying to say is that mixtures of home and school just dont work. everythings different. people cant replace other people, no matter how hard i work at it.
sometimes i need to let things happen, and sometimes i need to fight for them. i just havent figured out when to do which.
will i ever?
in time.