May 01, 2010 00:47
If you could call that a hiatus, it's over.
I have never studied that hard in my entire life. I have never ever ever tried cramming multiple readings and courses in the span of two weeks. It's my fault of course. Timeliness was never my strong trait. That coupled with my tendency to get bored easily, a recipe for disaster which, well, if it is reflected in my papers... Sucks to be me but life's gotta move on.
I am still wary of the people in school. Sure, I have people that I trust but further than that... please to be meeting you, but I am not interested. I don't see the necessity for empty talks with strangers that you know you'll never meet again in your life. Granted, you may bump into the person again. However, consider the chances that he or she might remember who you are. Closer to none, yeah?
I don't delight in empty talks that reeks of superficiality and the appearance of cordiality. I bask in the company of a trusted, a comrade, silent or otherwise.
I judge people too often, right before they open their mouth (but pleased to be telling you to keep it shut, thank you very much). I judge them before I get to know them proper. Most of the time I am right about them. When I am right, it disappoints because deep down, I've been willing my judgement to be incorrect. When I do get it wrong, I get pleasantly surprised and worked the extra (unseen) effort in getting to know the person better.
Birds of a feather flock together. But those that do not quite belong, they stay together.
We are social creatures but do we need to grab at every opportunity to prove ourselves to society?
p.s. meow, i think my irritation with person was shown for a splitsecond. i think the person caught it before i could hide it. i feel bad already. have great wonderous fun on your trip. bring back a very happy meowlissa when you get back! :D