I'm here

Apr 24, 2010 00:13

Random me decided to blog. I was feeling kind of discouraged  and "serve-you-rightish" for a few days cause of a really bad grade for my political science essay (which weighs 40%). I still feel sore about it, but I've accepted it. I guess growing up means accepting failures, coming to terms with it, and moving on. That's what I need to do now and concentrate on my finals (which I find so hard to do).

I have many thoughts to pen but I've gotten lazy to blog about them. I realised that life doesn't always go the way you want it, but it doesn't mean that that's all bad. It's how you treat the obstacles that come in your way, and how much faith you have that matters. At the end of the day, you're still you and life goes on. To not lose oneself, is very important.

Reccently, I've been thinking a lot about the future. I envision the lifestyle I would live and the people who would be around me, and what life would be with my own house and having more control over the things I do, the money I spend. It's actually quite exciting but at the same time, I'm scared. Scared of the unpredictability of the future and fearful of not living a life I want. Growing up to be an adult isn't something that occurs overnight. I don't feel any different when I hit 21. It's the experiences, the critical moments that I encountered along the way that shaped me bit by bit. I guess one thing is for sure, I will still be me. Be it 10 years, 20 years down the road, I will still be me..

Will you be you? 
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