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Aug 03, 2004 23:21

I knew I wouldn't post every day! In fact I wanted to, but I had computer problems... This stupid lap top sometimes blocks at once and nothing responds! I don't have any other choice than turning it off and then it doesn't want to turn on! I tried over and over and over again but nothing... Only 24 hours after, I made it and I can get on. I was going crazy, I spent the entire day doing nothing, waiting for my dad's car to be repaired and come back home to finally be left alone without anything to do! what a life!
My sister has a baloon with helium inside! In fact she had! We inhaled everything which was inside! I haven't laughed like this for long! Our voices were totally messed up and funny! I'll have to buy another and do it again!
I'm going to my best friend tomorrow!!!!! I'm so happy!!!! I haven't seen him for now one month! One month is ok, now he'll stay to live here and won't come back to France for long! This is gonna be hard, I feel it... He lived right next to me and we spent a lot of time together! I have to say that sometimes, it happened that we didn't talk to eachother, but one day I call him and everything is better like nothing happened!
I've known him now for 9 years. He is only 5 days older than me! When I was around 7, I didn't make the difference between love and friendship, when it was with a boy, and Ithink he didn't either. We were boyfriend and girlfriend form some months, it was more than cute! during classes he whispered to me "I love you!" and me "I love you too!" I have always a smile on the face when I think about these moments... Life was so easy... When you are a child, you are protected from everything and the world around seems so beautiful. I was a very nice period, and I wish I came back there... I think that's maybe why I want to work with children, for first because I love them more than everything, they are all so cute and nice in their ways. When reality comes to your mind, people change and sometimes have an awful way of thinking. Children don't.
Like if two persons had an argue, they would be horrible to one another. Children would just see that it's stupid to argue and beeing friends is better, and they won't mind and go on. I learnt that during my internship. I thought it would be hard when a kid went to me saying
"Teacher,(God I love that word!) He is annoying me!" And they quarrelled right in front of me! But then I just said some words and they began playing again like the best friends in the world!

My best friend, (his name is Andrea) is maybe going to come to my house for some days! These are gonna be the best days of these two stupid months.
My parents promessed me we would go to Greece, but like everytime, they change their mind. After they said we would go to the beach but somewhere else, it wasn.t the same, but it was better than nothing. But my sister can't stay to much under the sun, because of the chemotherapys she took. I didn't say abything this time, and I even suggested it would be better that we don't go anywhere. I think about her first, I couldn't have fun if I knew it wasn't good for her. We will go to a mountain instead. She'll be with friend and me alone, like always...
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