Lost in a muddle
Sometimes I just wanna grab people (only (a)specific people/person) and tell them they're all I think about all the time... why cxan't it be easy? why do circumstances get in the way of truth so often? words mean nothing to me, just show me you care, don't scream and throw shit at me, love me. I'm so un-stable with life, I'm not being allowed to work nearly as often as I want because my general manager hates me and continues to come up with rules that only apply to me and she can get away with it because when I go to district they just tell her to deal with it, I want to feel safe and connected. I hate not seeing people as often as I want , makes me feel like this =(