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Back at work, again, for the third day in a row.... Merrrr..... Went to mothers today to look for a job.. May have found a temp one for the holidays but thats fine for me b/c it's good money. 11-15 an hour and they are only open til 8 so yeah, a lot better than this shift... Then while I'm there I can look for a good job... I think I have tmj... Don't know what that is, but my mom says I got it so must be... Hmmm, I wonder if I can get a doctors note for that so I don't have to work today... I would like to go home today to see lover, but I know he's going to be tired and grumpy... But I feel like I never see him cept for 2 seconds at night before he crashes out. I watched TV til like 2 am last night by myself. I hardly ever watch tv by myself at night. I am deppressed though so I couldbn't sleep so I cried and watched TV. Paris Hiltons new bff. That show will cheer anybody up! not even Paris Hilton could do it though and I effing love her. Whats wrong with me!!!!!!!! I want to frikin slit my wrists all the time and I don't know why?!?!?!? hm, dave thinks he just broke his wrist.... weird, I'm out man. ta ta