as the days go by I realize how small I am...
Well Nicole and David officially got engaged at church today. I saw Pam in dollar general and she was like IT'S OFFICIAL! I even thought about going to church today then there was some good tv on so I stayed in bed... Damn.
My brother and his "father figure" (aka alcholic punk ass Ken) tried to jump my b/f on the 3rd... They got their p*ssys spanked needless to say... Now my brother wants nothing to do with me. Well he says he does but he is going to make it horribly awkward. I now understand why my sister stays out of everything. It's a hell of a lot easier. My hours at work got changed to 2:30-11. Needless to say I'm putting mny 2 weeks in today. I would have no life and thats not happening. I didnt get clean to sit around at work all the time. So yes, life is great.
So I want to kill myself like all the time lately and I'm not to sure why. So, I'm trying to get into my shrink and the frikin doctor people won't call me back. It's all fun and games til someone gets hurt! I think it's because well I actually have no idea.,... Well, I need to look in the classifieds now, so I'm off ta-ta
My brother and his "father figure" (aka alcholic punk ass Ken) tried to jump my b/f on the 3rd... They got their p*ssys spanked needless to say... Now my brother wants nothing to do with me. Well he says he does but he is going to make it horribly awkward. I now understand why my sister stays out of everything. It's a hell of a lot easier. My hours at work got changed to 2:30-11. Needless to say I'm putting mny 2 weeks in today. I would have no life and thats not happening. I didnt get clean to sit around at work all the time. So yes, life is great.
So I want to kill myself like all the time lately and I'm not to sure why. So, I'm trying to get into my shrink and the frikin doctor people won't call me back. It's all fun and games til someone gets hurt! I think it's because well I actually have no idea.,... Well, I need to look in the classifieds now, so I'm off ta-ta