my fault...

Apr 04, 2007 22:25

i've pushed everything i once loved away from me in the worst ways...and then turn around and can't deal with what i've wrought...she still runs my existance i still love her...i'm still in love with her...why can't i give myself the right ways of life? why do i hurt myself in my own actions...i've lost her because i felt weak that i couldn't do anything about the summers actions and let that weakness turn me cruel and hurt her turning me from the nice gentle loving person i once was into a demon hell bend on recieving the blood from all who hurt her and in the end my own ambisions turned against us and i hurt her...god help me i want to be loved again...by her and her only she gives me my drive to keep living...my own hope that everything will be alright...

Rose of Sharyn
Numb and broken, here I stand alone
Wondering what were the last words I said to you
Hoping, praying that I'll find a way to turn back time
Can I turn back time?

What would I give to behold
The smile, the face of love?
You never left me
The rising sun will always speak your name

Numb and broken, here I stand alone
Wondering what were the last words I said to you
It won't be long, we'll meet again

What would I give to behold
The smile, the face of love?
You never left me
The rising sun will always speak your name

It won't be long, we'll meet again
Your memory is never passing
It won't be long, we'll meet again
My love for you is everlasting

I mourn for those who never knew you

It won't be long, we'll meet again
Your memory is never passing
It won't be long, we'll meet again
My love for you is everlasting

god this song runs through my soul....god my chest burns...please someone help me recieve myself back from the pits of hell...help me, and in turn another will be happy...please
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