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y am i always so alone....just alone....locked up like some criminal...thats how i feel...like a criminal that no longer deserves love that destroys everything that comes his way...am i really that bad of a person? someone be honest i need to know i cant go on like this i feel very dead to this world...if im friends with one the other hates me cause of one thins and if i alone talk to the other i get the other angry...y is it that my love life is ALWAYS soooo fucked up..i feel so alone...i hate this single life i HATE IT!!! i dont like this im fucking going insane here...:sigh: at least drumline practice and some of the bestest of my friends are keeping me in the sane side...bye