May 24, 2005 17:39
Yes i do realise i have posted a lot today but it's just because i have a lot on my mind that many of you hear too frequently and get bored. So i ramble on about it here because i can, so there!
On the subject of Christine. Ok freaky moment just as i typed that Luke started talking to me, although i am set to 'busy'. I only welcome one person to talk to me when im set to busy. Luke is a wanker and the last person who i'd welcome. So anyway over the weekend christine came over to borrow one of my tops to go to her grandpa's funeral in. She hung around for a bit and we started talking about her and Luke. She went over to his place on friday because she had the arvo off and so did he. She was whinging to me about not being able to have sex with him because she had to go to work. Like this is all a game. It's like she's just waiting for the chance to fuck him. Urgh, she has noooo idea. She saw everything i went through with Brad, so why doesn't she take this seriously? It's so frustrating! He's just too old to loose it to... I mean i have no problem with age differences, but this isn't right... Their whole realtionship doesnt seem right, it's like it s a big show. When they're out, they'll make out in front of everyone randomly. Now, i was sitting there at the brumbies with a million other couples... who didn't feel the need to make out in front of everyone!
So anyway moral of the story: Sex isn't a competition, who gives a fucked if your fucked or not?