Family hierachy
I think i may have gotten some of those independant woman lyrics wrong, u get the jist anyway! So my grandma told me some interesting things when i went there last friday. Firstly, my mother. She didn't just drop out of her medical technology course (or whatever) at UC... she fucking got kicked out!! She was sent home, that's how bad she was doing! HAHHHHHHHHHHHAAAA. Yes 1 point in charmie's column. But i'm not allowed to use it against her because my grandma said nobody is suppose to know, bugger shit fuck. But isnt it nice to know that so far in my schooling life my mum is the bigger fuck up out of the two of us??? They wouldn't renew her international student study visa thing because she was FAILINGGGG. I'm a bitch, yes i know - But she's a bigger bitch. So anyway this leads on to my next point. My mother went back home and dad eventually went over there bla bla bla long story short, they wanted to come back to Australia to live. Same with my grandparents. To do this they needed someone to sponser them. Since my uncle (my dads brother) was living here, successfully married and owning a buisness he was able to use himself/the buisness to sponser my grands, and his wife (My aunty Sandra) sponsered my dad and mum, or something like that... between uncle ed and aunty sandra they sponsered everyone into the country. Right so now we have everyone in the country, we have kiddies poppin' out everywhere - me being the beginning of the family. I am king shit. Happy families. Not really, Aunty Sandra takes all of the sponsering shit to her head, she feels superior to everyone else, she is king shit. Not me. Afterall she founded the Lim family? Fuck off. My grandma finally explained all this to me, and now everything makes sense. I have always wondered why they are so much better than us, and why i feel so degraded while being around them. Well i know why now, because she makes me feel that way. She makes me, my mum, my dad, my brother, my grandma and my grandpa feel like we owe her something. Ok maybe we should be more thankful that her and her successful hubby were able to get my folks in to Australia, but... isn't that what families do for each other? It's not suppose to give you the rights to the family. If anyone should have those rights it should be my grandparents. They have been through a lot more shite than visa sponserships in their lives. And they actually did star this family, so what you playin' at woman? You have your 2005 BMW to teach Katherine how to drive in, i have my 1986 Rover to clunk its way around. You have your bayside house in Oysterbay, your million fucking dollar house, i have my little one story house in little canberra. Your kids go to expensive grammar like schools, i go to mackillop... I live with the guttersluts.
I am me, and i love everything about my life (Sometimes - today not so much but that's a whole other reason i rambled about before). I love being a poor ass... Ok well no i hate it, but it's better than being able to buy everything i wanted i think? I think i appreciate things i buy more, like my subwoofer and speakers. I bought all that and got it installed $550 all up, pointless money i know... but i paid for every cent of it and i love it. I am king shit in my own little way, you can think you are king shit of this family... but i know you are not. I know who is the king shit and this my beautiful grandparents. The peopel hwo would do anything for you, knowing that you don't appreciate them. I'm telling you this world fucking revolves around appreciation and spreading the love!
SPREAD THE LOVE!!!
On another topic kind of related. I got into a mssive fight (whats new) with my mother in the car yesterday. You see my car needs 4 new tyres and the streering noise needs to be fixed because people fear for their lives when i turn corners... that's why i have the sub ;) So you can't hear the noises! SO you cant hear anything! Anyway, the streering problem costs $200 PER SIDE, left and right! What the heck is with that? And i dont know how much tyres are... but they dont come in sets of 4 either! I dont have the oney for any of it, i dont think i have the money for ONE tyre. SO i asked my mum to let me use the money i have in savings, but she said no. She said i can catch buses if i cant afford having a car. And yeh well i got angry...!!! I go to school, i work enough to put petrol in my car... I need some help!!
Oh great... life is beautiful.
I am me, and i love everything about my life (Sometimes - today not so much but that's a whole other reason i rambled about before). I love being a poor ass... Ok well no i hate it, but it's better than being able to buy everything i wanted i think? I think i appreciate things i buy more, like my subwoofer and speakers. I bought all that and got it installed $550 all up, pointless money i know... but i paid for every cent of it and i love it. I am king shit in my own little way, you can think you are king shit of this family... but i know you are not. I know who is the king shit and this my beautiful grandparents. The peopel hwo would do anything for you, knowing that you don't appreciate them. I'm telling you this world fucking revolves around appreciation and spreading the love!
SPREAD THE LOVE!!!
On another topic kind of related. I got into a mssive fight (whats new) with my mother in the car yesterday. You see my car needs 4 new tyres and the streering noise needs to be fixed because people fear for their lives when i turn corners... that's why i have the sub ;) So you can't hear the noises! SO you cant hear anything! Anyway, the streering problem costs $200 PER SIDE, left and right! What the heck is with that? And i dont know how much tyres are... but they dont come in sets of 4 either! I dont have the oney for any of it, i dont think i have the money for ONE tyre. SO i asked my mum to let me use the money i have in savings, but she said no. She said i can catch buses if i cant afford having a car. And yeh well i got angry...!!! I go to school, i work enough to put petrol in my car... I need some help!!
Oh great... life is beautiful.