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feeling kinda blue.
lots of shit going down right now.
kayla left me for newfoundland today,
so i dont even have her around.
i really need her right now.
poo.
i feel as if im going no where with my life right now,
im not in school,
hardly working-- which is a total joke.
i want big change, but no motivation.
not feeling so great about myself, yet i have no motivation to change anything im doing.
all i wanna do is sit around and get drunk, and waste my life away,
but i dont wanna go down that road,
i want good things.
i wanna move away, and start all fresh,
but i dont see how that can work right now.
and all my old friends, what the fuck happened.
people change, go away, and your cut right out of their life,
its pretty sad how you "grow up."
and i really want things to work out for bob,
and i dont want him to go anywhere,
i just wanna be with him, and then everything will be fine.
fuck, this suuucks_
lots of shit going down right now.
kayla left me for newfoundland today,
so i dont even have her around.
i really need her right now.
poo.
i feel as if im going no where with my life right now,
im not in school,
hardly working-- which is a total joke.
i want big change, but no motivation.
not feeling so great about myself, yet i have no motivation to change anything im doing.
all i wanna do is sit around and get drunk, and waste my life away,
but i dont wanna go down that road,
i want good things.
i wanna move away, and start all fresh,
but i dont see how that can work right now.
and all my old friends, what the fuck happened.
people change, go away, and your cut right out of their life,
its pretty sad how you "grow up."
and i really want things to work out for bob,
and i dont want him to go anywhere,
i just wanna be with him, and then everything will be fine.
fuck, this suuucks_