Mrfle. I feel like
Choo-Choo Bear, all boneless and blobby. :P (No, this isn't in reference to my weight.. in fact, I'm down another 2 lbs which means a total loss of 31 lbs in 13 weeks!)
And no, this doesn't reflect my emotional state either.
Mostly, I'm exhausted. I tossed and turned for half the night, despite getting off to bed at a relatively decent hour. It was after 4am by the time I think I nodded off (4:08am was the last time I recall seeing on the clock) and the alarm went off at 7am.
So yeah, not so much of a happy camper right now. Eh, that's probably too strong a statement. More like: I feel like a zombie-esque, drooling, brainless idiot thing today filled with lethargy and a large desire to go home early and stare at the walls.
Ahem.
That's three nights in a row with 3-4 hrs sleep. That'll do it. First two nights, I stayed up entirely too late, but once I was off to bed, sleep was not readily available due to being hyper about stressful things. Last night was sheer insomnia.
So, I wanted a nap earlier but now I'm up and running on fumes but still in a state of some kind of momentum. If I wasn't working again tomorrow morning, I'd be tempted to force a nap when I got home. But it's another 'early night', so... mleh. Guess when I get home (unless exhaustion hits me), I'll just plunk my arse in front of the monitor and try to plug away at some online work that needs doing. (Must create a new desc for a character, @mail someone back about something, maybe do some building on Thermal, see about working on some theme/building files and stuff, perhaps create a Bri/Marrow icon for the XMR board so my icon is more representative of me, perhaps update my characters' LJ, etc.)
We'll see what kind of shape I'm in when I get home.