As the tears run down my face and I have given up trying to keep them back the episode ends, and I feel all hollow inside.
The tears are still running and I can't do anything to stop them. The season finale of Supernatural is going to end horribly and I will wander to some sort of zombie-state of mind during the summer. Watching the old episodes over and over.
I can't exactly picture the mood turning from zombie to anything other that tears when the show starts up again either. New tears and troubles for us loving fans.
I miss the Dean who smiled from time to time, and the Sam who was well.. human... more emotional... I miss the smiles. I really hate Ruby and I understand but I think it's horrible that Bobby just didn't shoot Sam. I don't actually want sam to die. but how about stabbing him with the anti-demon dagger. Someplace it won't kill him - just hurt like hell. Maybe the demonblood in him will die (wishful thinking).
The part where Bobby points the rifle at Sam and Sam "asks" him to kill him. Tore me up inside. and what is with Cas?! Everything is just wrong now! All wrong. and horrible...