New Start
Ch.2 Family
Castiel and Dean decided that they’d go for a walk, now the sun was setting the sky lined with beautiful shades of orange, gold, pinks, and purple blues. It was a long nice quite walk, Dean grinned he slowly started swinging his arms. In one swoop he gently grabbed onto Castiel’s hand, it startled the Angel at first but he then smiled looking at his and deans hand. Fingers laced together, the heat from both of their hands. Castiel continued to smile even bigger, the feeling being with Dean now that their together was so unimaginably amazing. Castiel felt light headed and but aware of everything.
Walking in the woods was so secretive, away from everyone and everything. Home not too far away. This is Heaven to Dean, also with his brother and the man he was brave enough to admit he loved. “Does Sam know about us?” Castiel asked with calmness in his voice. “I think Sam knew before we even knew ourselves.” Dean pulled Castiel close so he could kiss the lips he’s become so addicted to. He couldn’t get enough, and from the way Castiel was kissing back, he guessed he was addicted just as much as he was.
Not to Castiel’s liking dean groaned and pulled away, Castiel whined. His lips suddenly feeling so cold. Dean’s fever mouth wasn’t there to keep his warm. “Cas…I…I don’t want to rush anything until your sure your ready.”, Castiel went to say something but Dean stopped him, “An..Before you say another damn word let’s not forget, you’re a sweet virgin.” , Dean couldn’t help but grin at the look on Castiel’s face. It almost looked like one of Sam’s Bitch Face. Dean couldn’t help but let a laugh slip from those lips, he pulled his angel into a tight hug. The Angel’s bitch face melted away, he hugged back.
Being with Dean made the whole worlds problems that were at hand slowly fade away with each kiss and each hug. Then Castiel remembered What Gabriel had said about how there’s away for him to become human. “Dean, When I flew off Gabriel found me.”, Dean let a groan slip, he still had a chip on his shoulder from the pranks and teasing he got from the older angel. But he liked how he was trying to make up for being a lame older brother to Castiel. “Dean he’s the reason I’m back so soon. If it wasn’t for my brother I’d probably still be gone in my confusion. But he told me there’s a way for me to become human. So That way we’ll grow old together living a life to it’s fullest and die together.” , this news made Dean feel happiness but also with some concern.
“Did Gabriel tell you how?” “No, he just mention that it’ll happen sooner or later with how much of a ’Horn Dog’ you are.” , Dean’s eyes widen, he knew how it would happen. He cleared his throat, “Cas… are you sure you want to be human? To feel Pain, getting sick, getting old. If you stay an Angel you won’t have to worry about any of that.”, Castiel stepped back an out of Dean’s embrace to look him in the eye, “An to live on without you when you get old and leave this world with me behind it, No!” Castiel then hugged Dean tight but remembering his supernatural strength and not crushing him.
Dean tilted the Angel’s head to look at him, for the first time ever he seen the Angel let a tear fall. It was beautiful and heart breaking, the human went to wiped the tear drop away, when he wiped it away it cut his thump. He made a hiss nose that startled Castiel, “what!? What happened?” their eyes came to rest on the wounded thump, “Your tear cut me Cas.” “That’s strange?” ,Dean looked to Castiel “You didn’t know this will happen?”, Castiel shook his head,” No, I’ve…I’ve never cried so. No I didn’t know that my tear would harm you.” Castiel never took his eyes off the thump that was bleeding now.
He then grabbed Dean’s hand and pressed a gentle kiss to the wound, it healed instantly. “See if you became human you wouldn’t be able to help me when I’m all clumsy and get hurt.” , he tried to get a smile from the sadden Angel. “Dean, I want to be human, I want to be with you and die with you. I’ll find the way and when I do there’s nothing you can do to stop me.”, Dean sighed heavily, he knew it’s true, he didn’t want to imagen Castiel without him when he did die. “I just don’t want you to regret this later, I know how important your wings are.” “I’d give them up for you Dean. I’ll never regret you.”, it was Dean’s turn to shed a tear. He pulled Castiel close to his body hugging him laying gentle kisses on the Angel’s lips.
“I love you so much Cas..” , he whispered into his ear. “I love you too Dean, I’m sorry it took this long for me to realize it.” “No Cas it’s never too late. An I know how to make you human. I got what Gabriel ment.”, Castiel smiled “You did!? How I want to be human as soon as possible!” “Whoa Cas! Lets just take it slowly no rush alright, Plus like I said I want you ready, an I don’t think your ready right now.”, Castiel pondered at what Dean was saying, then his mind wandered to their previous conversation, remembering he then blushed and nodded. “I…I agree, good thing nothing happened when you took me to that den of inequity.”, Dean blurted out laughing at that hilarious memory.
Castiel gently shoved Dean, While he stilled laughed. “It wasn’t funny Dean!” “Yeah it was! Hahaha!!” , he was now bent over in laughter. Castiel gave him a bitch face again. “Your hang out with Sammy too much your picking up his Bitch face! Hahahaha!!”, Castiel walked over to a tree and leaned against it. Waiting for the human to calm down from his laughing fit. Few minutes passed and he calmed his nerves, walking up to Castiel. Hands on each side of the Angel, in a type of pinning him to the spot without touching him. Dean slowly leaned in stealing a kiss from Castiel. “Sorry Babe, it’s memories like that ,that are the ones to hang on to, their the ones that get me through fights. Memories like I know this moment will be, in our old age remembering all the fucked up beautiful stuff we’ve both been through.”, Castiel smiles and kisses him back.
They took a few moments to kiss slow savoring ones. Dean grabbed Castiel’s hand and they headed back to their home. “Sammy’s probably wondering where the hell are we. But it doesn’t mean we gotta be quick walking home.” “Home?” “Yeah, home it’s your home now too Cas.”, the Angel had that word going through his head over and over, ’Home’, he smiled at it. A loving home with his lover and his friend, His family.