looooong time
WOW I didn't realize it has been over year since I have posted here. Lets see, ,what all has happened in the past year, hmm. OH Well lets start with this past fall. The good Doctor decided she couldn't afford to pay me any more so I wal relieved of my duties there. There is really no telling what all she is saying about me. I dont really care , the curse has been put out and her karma will come to claim her soon enuff. My best friend still works for her, but in a totally different capacity so she did get the privelege of seeing what a wench she is to work for. So far she has found reasons to let all of us go that worked for her from the beginning. All bogus if you ask me, but it is no longer my concern. In her defense, she is an awesome doctor, she is just a sucky person.
Anyway.
hmm lets see what else,,, OH Whilst I was out of work, for over 2 months, I managed to get some FEMA training. That was cool!! A bunch of us went to Orlando on a bus. I met some really cool people. I met up with a young man that I became friends with online. he was beautiful and attentive as usual. he let me have my way with his beautiful young self. I have had him a couple times and always he is attentive and sweet. (tho he is young and still a bit shy.)
Met up with my ex, who was also very attentive to my every need. (yeah yeah I am going to hell so what!)And he bought me Pizza:)
Then I got dissappointed because the unit I was supposed to be a part of was closed and they didnt have anywhere else for me to go. that SUCKED ASS!!!
SOOOO,,, then I went home and was pissed for days,
While I was there tho the nabors house burned down because of his car. The catalytic converter didnt't shut down when he turned his car off and it blew up his car, thus causing the house fire since it was parked in the carport.
Mike saved the old man in the house tho, so that was way cool.
Met a guy named Mike while I was out of work, He and I spent alot of time together. he was soo sweet and lovely, attentive. But alas all good things come to an end and he had to move back to his home. too bad I fell in love with him and never told him. tho it wouldnt have mattered. he was in love with another and I am married. Tho I think part of him fel lin love with me too. I call him my Kincade after Kincade in the movie Bridges of madison county. We kept in touch for a while after he went home but then he got serious about this girl and now I am all but a memory for him ,, I am currently writing a fic about it in my other journal.I still think about him all the time. I loved everything about him ,, *sigh*
lets seee,,, Halloween sucked, noone came to the party, I think that next year we are either not going to have one or we are going to not invite the ones that keep not showing.
My friend Kelly got married to the love of her life (yeah that will wear off).
I got a job FINALLY at Dillard's which sufficed us thru the holidays (which also sucked) I didn't mind that job but the night hours took thier toll and as soon as I started my real job (as it is called now) I dropped that one asap. so now I make about 650 less a month than I did at the docs office. We are learning to live with it.
Okay, that brings us to the present time. I am soo in need of a vacation I can't stand it. I need a break from being mommy and wife/roommate.
Things are on and off good with me and hubby. he is trying to be more attentive with me. tho, it is still not enuff for me. I wish that he would just allow me to have a play mate when I need one, at leastit would take the pressure off for him, since he feels like I am forcing him to do it. andit would relieve a hell of alot of stress for me.
I really love my new friends. I think they are the bomb.. I hope we are always friends..
Hubby might be getting anew job soon which will improve the money thing. tho he will be gone alot.. but maybe I can just take a playmate on the side to ease the stressof him being gone.. I mean gone like a month at a time.. BUT the money kicks ass. so we'll see what happens
As for my beautiful sweet face,, he said I might be able to come see him and his woman when he goes to visit his bro next time. This in itself is a miracle. I have never seen him. well I have seen pictures of him but never seen him seen him . I hope he lets me,, I want to hug him soo bad!!
OH!!!! I met this other guy, heis like TALL!! and he is sooo beautiful. he works at a place in the mall.
and I met this other guy that is a friend of my new frined at work, he looks just like Leonardo Di Caprio. YUM!!! beautiful!!!..
Wel I guess thar is it for now,, I'll try to keep up more often. tho I am prolly the only one that reads this LOL.
CIAO!!!
wonders what happened to bethy
Anyway.
hmm lets see what else,,, OH Whilst I was out of work, for over 2 months, I managed to get some FEMA training. That was cool!! A bunch of us went to Orlando on a bus. I met some really cool people. I met up with a young man that I became friends with online. he was beautiful and attentive as usual. he let me have my way with his beautiful young self. I have had him a couple times and always he is attentive and sweet. (tho he is young and still a bit shy.)
Met up with my ex, who was also very attentive to my every need. (yeah yeah I am going to hell so what!)And he bought me Pizza:)
Then I got dissappointed because the unit I was supposed to be a part of was closed and they didnt have anywhere else for me to go. that SUCKED ASS!!!
SOOOO,,, then I went home and was pissed for days,
While I was there tho the nabors house burned down because of his car. The catalytic converter didnt't shut down when he turned his car off and it blew up his car, thus causing the house fire since it was parked in the carport.
Mike saved the old man in the house tho, so that was way cool.
Met a guy named Mike while I was out of work, He and I spent alot of time together. he was soo sweet and lovely, attentive. But alas all good things come to an end and he had to move back to his home. too bad I fell in love with him and never told him. tho it wouldnt have mattered. he was in love with another and I am married. Tho I think part of him fel lin love with me too. I call him my Kincade after Kincade in the movie Bridges of madison county. We kept in touch for a while after he went home but then he got serious about this girl and now I am all but a memory for him ,, I am currently writing a fic about it in my other journal.I still think about him all the time. I loved everything about him ,, *sigh*
lets seee,,, Halloween sucked, noone came to the party, I think that next year we are either not going to have one or we are going to not invite the ones that keep not showing.
My friend Kelly got married to the love of her life (yeah that will wear off).
I got a job FINALLY at Dillard's which sufficed us thru the holidays (which also sucked) I didn't mind that job but the night hours took thier toll and as soon as I started my real job (as it is called now) I dropped that one asap. so now I make about 650 less a month than I did at the docs office. We are learning to live with it.
Okay, that brings us to the present time. I am soo in need of a vacation I can't stand it. I need a break from being mommy and wife/roommate.
Things are on and off good with me and hubby. he is trying to be more attentive with me. tho, it is still not enuff for me. I wish that he would just allow me to have a play mate when I need one, at leastit would take the pressure off for him, since he feels like I am forcing him to do it. andit would relieve a hell of alot of stress for me.
I really love my new friends. I think they are the bomb.. I hope we are always friends..
Hubby might be getting anew job soon which will improve the money thing. tho he will be gone alot.. but maybe I can just take a playmate on the side to ease the stressof him being gone.. I mean gone like a month at a time.. BUT the money kicks ass. so we'll see what happens
As for my beautiful sweet face,, he said I might be able to come see him and his woman when he goes to visit his bro next time. This in itself is a miracle. I have never seen him. well I have seen pictures of him but never seen him seen him . I hope he lets me,, I want to hug him soo bad!!
OH!!!! I met this other guy, heis like TALL!! and he is sooo beautiful. he works at a place in the mall.
and I met this other guy that is a friend of my new frined at work, he looks just like Leonardo Di Caprio. YUM!!! beautiful!!!..
Wel I guess thar is it for now,, I'll try to keep up more often. tho I am prolly the only one that reads this LOL.
CIAO!!!
wonders what happened to bethy