Grumble. Indeed. Whatever.
So first, I am nearly done my epidemiology paper...haven't even started biostats yet, but I am DAUNTED. C'est la vie.
So after three-ish weeks with no contact--and I mean NOTHING--I sent him an IM saying that I have no idea what's going on, good luck finding someone amazing, and I won't contact him again. I am physically sick that this is probably the way our...whatever will end, because there has been so much good, unpolluted stuff between us...but I also know that reliability and communication are two traits that are SO important to me in a friend, let alone anything else. If he contacted me at some point in the future, I would definitely talk to him--if I can forgive the married man who broke my heart, I could do it for him. I'm just terribly, painfully sad about the whole thing. It's hard to put your faith in something and have it ripped down around your face without an explanation. Moving forward.
A few thoughts on goodbye.
“It's sad when someone you know becomes someone you knew.” -Henry Rollins
Larry: You don't know the first thing about love, because you don't understand compromise.
-"Closer"
speeches won't be made today, clocks will carry on
flowers won't be left in parks, work will still be done
people won't be dressed in black, babies will be born
no flags will fly, the sun will rise,
but we will know that you are gone
Dido, "The Day Before the Day"
Done moping, at least in blog form. Onwards and upwards.
So after three-ish weeks with no contact--and I mean NOTHING--I sent him an IM saying that I have no idea what's going on, good luck finding someone amazing, and I won't contact him again. I am physically sick that this is probably the way our...whatever will end, because there has been so much good, unpolluted stuff between us...but I also know that reliability and communication are two traits that are SO important to me in a friend, let alone anything else. If he contacted me at some point in the future, I would definitely talk to him--if I can forgive the married man who broke my heart, I could do it for him. I'm just terribly, painfully sad about the whole thing. It's hard to put your faith in something and have it ripped down around your face without an explanation. Moving forward.
A few thoughts on goodbye.
“It's sad when someone you know becomes someone you knew.” -Henry Rollins
Larry: You don't know the first thing about love, because you don't understand compromise.
-"Closer"
speeches won't be made today, clocks will carry on
flowers won't be left in parks, work will still be done
people won't be dressed in black, babies will be born
no flags will fly, the sun will rise,
but we will know that you are gone
Dido, "The Day Before the Day"
Done moping, at least in blog form. Onwards and upwards.