Thinking...and Thinking....and Thinking.....

May 15, 2005 21:03

Been two weeks since my last update. Gone through a lot of ups and downs. Whats new though right?

Everyones making entries about the year ending, so naturally, ive gotta put something in there about that. This year flew by. I remember the beginning of high school like it was yesterday, and im about to be a junior. Its amazing how fast it actually goes. I think ive changed a lot since freshman year, but in many ways im still the same. Ive grown as a person, and ive opened up a lot. This year has been a great one overall. Ya its had its ups and downs but thats life, and it wouldnt be as fun without all the hard times. "You never see the sad pictures in a photo album, but those are what get you from one happy picture to the next."

Friend wise ive experienced a lot to. I use to talk to people at the beginning of this year that as of right now i dont say two words too, but then again, there were people who at the beginning of the year i never talked to, and now the close friendships are just being formed. I love it, and i hate it at the same time. But i love everyone whos ever really been there for me from the bottom of my heart, and you know that. When it all comes down to it, i always know ive got people there for me, and im there for them.

School work, ya that just never seems to get easier. It's this time of year when its the hardest because youre just so sick of doing homework every night and having tests every damn day, but this is when youve just gotta push yourself to finish strong, make sure that everything youve worked for all year doesnt slip away.

Sports, this is my favorite time of year. Soccer i just have a passion for. You cant expect everyone to get along all the time, but overall, i know we all love playing together. Wednesday = bonding day = kicking & screaming = team dinner = cant wait!

Didnt really have much luck with guys this year. Come to think of it, hardly any in the love area. Guy friends...love them...couldnt ask for anything more. Wish i could see some more, but thats whats summer for right? And the ones i see everyday..youre amazing and you know i love you. Just waiting for someone to love me for me...until then ill be happy being single..isnt too bad overall!

Family has probably been the hardest lately. My mom and me arent getting along and its causing me to be pissy alot, so i apologize to anyone who i havent been in the best mood around, im trying. I cant talk to her, she cant talk to me, so hopefully well somehow figure out what to do.

As summer comes im ready to get my license, and do nothing but have fun. Be happy. Be with my friends.
*Skip - im so sorry. I miss you terribly and i promise ill make it up to you soon.
*Bfat-im always here and you know it - weekend was a lot of fun - sorry its been so long
*Sidekick-you make me happy! ha...june 17 lets go! hope to see you soon! have fun

last but certainly not least...my aunt just had her baby :) Christina Rose
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